Doolyes

I'm 4 months away of becoming a citizen, 1 year and 8 months of militery service! I did amazing things, met so many wonderful people, met my sweet boyfriend. i can't thanks enough for all of this. There's just one thing, one tigny thing.. i'm standing on a border seporating me- the spoiled one who's used to be taking care of, and the new me- the one who's supposed to take care of herself, work, study... I'm supposed to make all of this big choises, decisions, that FUCKING scarry! I know i'm capacble of doing all this, and more, it's just stressing, like a day before a big test. I don't know what's going to happen, but i hope it will be all

Rainy days like these makes me wonder If rain drops are crowded like my thoughts I keep thinking over and over Maybe steams of freezing weather are in fact unspoken words?

it's been a while since i've written something here... i've been kinda busy lately with many things, among them the second course i finished in the army and now i'm officaly a navy medic. can't say i'm not pleased... but it's very depressing i don't have much time for things like i used to... like singing and DRAWING !! i was overwhelmed from the fact that i could actually draw this weekend. (jeff buckley) i was so blocked... i'm sure i'll be capable of doing more thing than before... find myself new love (or just wait for it to come to me, do the things i love. anyway some more of jeff buckley drawings are about to be made so please be